Tuesday, 27 December 2011

things that come with time will always be better.

D-1 before going back.homes are always hard to leave.
i got the blessing of spending Christmas in magic France with even more magic family F!and after all those years, it is still the BEST period EVER.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.so many emotions inside.FIREWORKS.
as the plane was landing in Bordeaux i just wanted to push this man seatted by the window and tell him gosh move the hell out of here it is MY town.i want to see!i felt home.safe.
and then that was the beginning of a delicious time.friends, food, more friends and...more food.oh and real showers too.
well i realized this time that things that come with time will always be better.i always want things to happen FAST but nothing replace this feeling of accomplishment when you get something long wanted.
Christmas spirit i cherish you but FOURTINA'S i cherish you even more.

Thursday, 6 October 2011

stevie.in behalf of all apple products.peace man.

i remember a year ago watching the speech he gave at stanford university.and i was like waaaaaaouw.you rock man!
i loved him so much because he was one of those who could have had a very sucky life..yeah i do know a little bit about that!i should actually start a group in his memory BUT he made so much the best of it!!!!
some quotes i like.A LOT.
"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma, which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."

"That's been one of my mantras — focus and simplicity. Simple can be harder than complex: You have to work hard to get your thinking clean to make it simple. But it's worth it in the end because once you get there, you can move mountains."

"You can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something – your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life."
"Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle."
"Stay hungry, stay foolish."

Wednesday, 5 October 2011

girls crushes.

so i might be in love with those girls.but mostly jealous.suckers.

Bjork will always be the one.
she beats lady gaga in everything.mostly outfits.

Maja Ivarsson.singer of The Sounds swedish band.she just looks so freakin cool.

emily browning.because she plays in awesome movies.and she is so freakin beautiful.

juno temple.gosh look at her hair....thats just enough!


so yesterday night after 3years of waiting i went to see wicked....this word has become part of my life for quite a while now and i was burning inside just by the idea of seeing it.in london.
well.it was beyond all my expectations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!first, lucky day we got closer seats because it was kind of empty (how can it be empty?!still wondering!)
then everything was just perfect.....the girl playing Elphaba was just so wicked!!!!!she was like so evil.aaaaaah.i had such a huge crush on her!
but the best part.......

i think ill never forget when the inside of my body broke into fireworks!!!!!!!that was almost too much too handle.defying gravity song baby.my legs were still shaking after the show.
well.i know now who i am gonna be for halloween or in real life in general.

Monday, 3 October 2011

twice a year is DEFINITELY not enough.

this weekend was again general conference and i wish it could be every weekend.it makes me soooo hungry of spiritual in my life!

so my favourite talk was obviously Dieter's for general relief society meeting.WAAAAAAOUW.
as mom said he should be a woman because he understands them so well!
some quotes :
"I want to tell you something that I hope you will take in the right way: God is fully aware that you and I are not perfect.
Let me add: God is also fully aware that the people you think are perfect are not."

"The happiest people I know are not those who find their golden ticket; they are those who, while in pursuit of worthy goals, discover and treasure the beauty and sweetness of the everyday moments. They are the ones who, thread by daily thread, weave a tapestry of gratitude and wonder throughout their lives. These are they who are truly happy."

"Just think of it: You are known and remembered by the most majestic, powerful, and glorious Being in the universe! You are loved by the King of infinite space and everlasting time!"

here are some other speakers that i really liked
Carl B. Cook (he was so freakin excited to speak i could have eaten him!)
D. Todd Christofferson
Jeffrey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!because he will always be the best
Thomas S. Monson
Elaine S. Dalton
J. Devn Cornish

because we ALWAYS need some cheesy in our life.i am a girl for Gods sake.

ok im gonna try not to spoil it for anyone but this movie broke my heart. i did not cry because as you may know it is very hard for me to cry but i wanted to!so when i got home i downloaded Adele "someone like you" song and felt asleep with it.well i had the most curious night ever and woke up with the song still playing.i lost complete track of time and probalby listened to it 96times.
However, i did cry.
i have realized thinking a little about it that ive met so many people in my life who changed it.for the best or the worst. they are not here anymore because its life you know.you take different paths. but this one day or week or year changed everything. i like to think about those ephemere relationships.


today im all by myself at work and i am not gonna lie it is so freakin boring.
but it is always cool to see the positive in life and actually being alone is pretty awesome.
i spent my whole morning on ebay and found priceless stuff for 1£ !
so i am still rich and good looking at the same time.