things that come with time will always be better.

D-1 before going back.homes are always hard to leave.

i got the blessing of spending Christmas in magic France with even more magic family F!and after all those years, it is still the BEST period EVER.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.so many emotions inside.FIREWORKS.

as the plane was landing in Bordeaux i just wanted to push this man seatted by the window and tell him gosh move the hell out of here it is MY town.i want to see!i felt home.safe.

and then that was the beginning of a delicious time.friends, food, more friends and...more food.oh and real showers too.

well i realized this time that things that come with time will always be better.i always want things to happen FAST but nothing replace this feeling of accomplishment when you get something long wanted.

Christmas spirit i cherish you but FOURTINA'S i cherish you even more.

stevie.in behalf of all apple products.peace man.

i remember a year ago watching the speech he gave at stanford university.and i was like waaaaaaouw.you rock man!
i loved him so much because he was one of those who could have had a very sucky life..yeah i do know a little bit about that!i should actually start a group in his memory BUT he made so much the best of it!!!!
some quotes i like.A LOT.
"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma, which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."

"That's been one of my mantras — focus and simplicity. Simple can be harder than complex: You have to work hard to get your thinking clean to make it simple. But it's worth it in the end because once you get there, you can move mountains."

"You can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something – your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life."
"Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle."
"Stay hungry, stay foolish."

girls crushes.

so i might be in love with those girls.but mostly jealous.suckers.

Bjork will always be the one.
she beats lady gaga in everything.mostly outfits.

Maja Ivarsson.singer of The Sounds swedish band.she just looks so freakin cool.

emily browning.because she plays in awesome movies.and she is so freakin beautiful.

juno temple.gosh look at her hair....thats just enough!

WICKED.

so yesterday night after 3years of waiting i went to see wicked....this word has become part of my life for quite a while now and i was burning inside just by the idea of seeing it.in london.
well.it was beyond all my expectations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!first, lucky day we got closer seats because it was kind of empty (how can it be empty?!still wondering!)
then everything was just perfect.....the girl playing Elphaba was just so wicked!!!!!she was like so evil.aaaaaah.i had such a huge crush on her!
but the best part.......

i think ill never forget when the inside of my body broke into fireworks!!!!!!!that was almost too much too handle.defying gravity song baby.my legs were still shaking after the show.
well.i know now who i am gonna be for halloween or in real life in general.

twice a year is DEFINITELY not enough.

this weekend was again general conference and i wish it could be every weekend.it makes me soooo hungry of spiritual in my life!

so my favourite talk was obviously Dieter's for general relief society meeting.WAAAAAAOUW.
as mom said he should be a woman because he understands them so well!
some quotes :
"I want to tell you something that I hope you will take in the right way: God is fully aware that you and I are not perfect.

Let me add: God is also fully aware that the people you think are perfect are not."

"The happiest people I know are not those who find their golden ticket; they are those who, while in pursuit of worthy goals, discover and treasure the beauty and sweetness of the everyday moments. They are the ones who, thread by daily thread, weave a tapestry of gratitude and wonder throughout their lives. These are they who are truly happy."

"Just think of it: You are known and remembered by the most majestic, powerful, and glorious Being in the universe! You are loved by the King of infinite space and everlasting time!"

here are some other speakers that i really liked

Carl B. Cook (he was so freakin excited to speak i could have eaten him!)

D. Todd Christofferson

Jeffrey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!because he will always be the best

Thomas S. Monson

Elaine S. Dalton

J. Devn Cornish

because we ALWAYS need some cheesy in our life.i am a girl for Gods sake.

ok im gonna try not to spoil it for anyone but this movie broke my heart. i did not cry because as you may know it is very hard for me to cry but i wanted to!so when i got home i downloaded Adele "someone like you" song and felt asleep with it.well i had the most curious night ever and woke up with the song still playing.i lost complete track of time and probalby listened to it 96times.
However, i did cry.
i have realized thinking a little about it that ive met so many people in my life who changed it.for the best or the worst. they are not here anymore because its life you know.you take different paths. but this one day or week or year changed everything. i like to think about those ephemere relationships.

EBAY.

today im all by myself at work and i am not gonna lie it is so freakin boring.
but it is always cool to see the positive in life and actually being alone is pretty awesome.
i spent my whole morning on ebay and found priceless stuff for 1£ !
so i am still rich and good looking at the same time.

natural history museum.

on one of my day off the other day i went to the national history museum here in london.
well.best experience EVER.
FYI.this museum has been designed especially to be a natural history museum!there are sculptures of monkeys, birds,....all over the place!
plus the architecture is WICKED.

my favourite place is the vault with the stones and minerals.
they own diamonds who glow in the dark!!!!!!!!!in your face.

skull time.

because skull is never enough.

                                         stencil i made for my bed.
                                        

                                         my leather bumbag.p.s for people who are wondering.
                                         this makes your life so much lighter.

i decided to be homeless.yes it is a choice.and live in an anthropologie store.

so last week i had this project of re decorate the house with obviously no money and i wanted it to look like an anthropologie store.
mission successful.
i bought
plain beige wallpaper and we drew frames, owls, teacups, lightbulbs on it.
wire. we made birds shapes out of it and hanged them on the light.
red and brown scotch tape and we cut cool shapes as crowns out of it and stick it on the walls.
i also made a "lets talk about....." wall.
the best item of all though is the wire reindeer face hanging on the wall with a red nose.

THE actual anthropologie store howerver is a dream....

1 - best displays

2 - best beds/bedsheets

3 - THE living wall

i need wi-fi.

2 last weeks drove me crazy and addicted me to chocolate and plugs.
internet decided to leave the house and it was hell.
no more chuck.no more neal!no more jeff.no more awkward and it goes on but im gonna stop.
well good news.IT IS BACK.
my life feels finally complete.
i am wondering, however, if i should get into a therapy for tv shows addictions.
p.s first episode of GG season 5.heaven and i decided to follow Chuck's advice and almost say yes to everything.

FRANKIE.

yesterday mckenzie introduced me to this wicked magazine called FRANKIE.
well best magazine ever.(first time i actually read the articles.YES!)

http://www.frankie.com.au/

FIY. for those who are blessed to live in the UK it is available in real paper!
yes, i forgot to mention,it is an australian magazine.

a couple sentences from this article called "what would you teach your children?" that i really liked.
- i need a paper bag. all the excess of oxygen in the room makes it difficult to breathe
- trust your instincts. but for Gods sake, hone them first
- read children, read like the wind
- please stop worrying, please live in the moment, please be present. this shall pass.this shall pass too.
- i would like us to have an heart to heart even though over the years you have slowly broken mine.

skulls and stuff.

so i have a passion for skulls.
ive just found those amazing drawings tonight made by a guy called alexis marcou, probably french (YES french people do have a gift for creative stuff=)
check it out.

plus.ive always been obsessed by putting emotions into drawings.

well french alexis made it real.

if graffiti changed anything it would be illegal.

so.i miss doing graffiti.

here are some ideas i have and that will come on london walls sooner or later or never.

. i am a smart ass

. let's make better mistakes tomorrow

. im still an asshole playing with candles

. not leaving : an act of trust and love

. he would wink at her and clumsily she would wink back

. she was a girl with a moutain to climb

. it is not hard to like a man who not only notices the colour but speaks them

. you need to chill the hell out

. shut up.you're thinking, thats annoying

those are just sentences which are supposed to inpire me to draw the coolest shapes ever.

freakin food.

one of my challenge here is to get really good at making food.(for you suckers who are obviously not believing that i also have those skills, you are very wrong.)

I made those in blue and blackberries ice creams.YES.          

another thing im kind of mastering in.SMOOTHIES. my favourite one : bananas, raspberries, yoghurt, soja milk, cinnamon, lemon juice, cranberry sauce, orange juice.mmmmmmmmmh.

i usually begin my day with this and BAM im happy.

some tips.pasta with feta cheese and grilled tomatoes are wicked.oooooh and i just remembered that Paige and I actually made our home made pasta.worst look ever.it looked like bowels.but mmmmmh.we put some cooked pumpkin, feta cheese, pepppers and spinach.

                                      

if i was a lesbian i would be in love with her.

so while i was watching those amazing skateboarding videos on cooler ive found this girl
Sabrina Göggel.
she is german, as you would have probably guessed...,and waaaaaouw.i have a girl crush on her.bad.

tv shows.

since i didnt have a job for the fast few weeks, i had lots of time to enjoy life and to find new tv shows to watch.
SWITCHED AT BIRTH.story of two girls who were switched at birth at the hospital (obviously!).one is rich, the other lives in the ghetto AND is deaf yeahyeah.they find out doing a blood test.they are all gonna move together and drama is gonna start.boys involved.
(well now, i think sign language rocks.)
AWKWARD.this tv show makes me feel so much better about my sucky life.I LOVE IT.
WHITE COLLAR.FBI, art stuff stolen AND sexy guy.thanks Mathias for that one.

vans international downtown showntown.

YES people, i happened to casually be in London on saturday and it was off the chain!
thoughts of the day : skateboarding is fantastic.skateboarders are hot.this country is a joke.i hate spanish people and teenagers.chicken and mango go pretty well together.i am naturally gifter for printing off tshirts.Ben Raemers rock.french people are nice.

i am now a freakin blogger.wicked.

well it's all pretty much said in the title.i am so excited about this but even more for you people who are gonna be able to share throught it my amazing sucky life.bring it on.
p.s i am so happy about the background picture.i think laundrymats are so romantic.